it's probably fine but i'll never see that.

i wish that jesse and i were still real friends... :(

pfft

i need a happy place.

today

in⋅se⋅cure

1.	subject to fears, doubts, etc.; not self-confident or assured: an insecure person.

2.	not confident or certain; uneasy; anxious: He was insecure about the examination.

3.	not secure; exposed or liable to risk, loss, or danger: an insecure stock portfolio.

4.	not firmly or reliably placed or fastened: an insecure ladder.

ea⋅ger

1.	keen or ardent in desire or feeling; impatiently longing: I am eager for news about them. He is eager to sing.

what's new?

i think i'm getting myself in over my head--big heart.

man... i want to say fuck it ... but then i'd just be repeating myself.

shit ain't right.
you ain't right.

i thought that i would like things a lot better if i just didn't feel sad... that if i just felt like whatever... but i think i change my mind. i just want happiness... but doesn't everyone.